creation emerges through tension, not resolution.
primordial tension. the soup. then: pressure. then: the bang.
This is psychic alchemy.
the only way out is through: all that map > trace > compress > repeat to arrive at cliches i’ve known for years. But this time they know me. I get this deja vu.
but it’s still language. feels like a symbolic default. a template for residual tension energy discharge?
for rushed compression. pre-integrated meaning. a spoiler of whats being synthesized?
what is residual tension energy discharge exactly?
what leaks when you compress too early. what speaks before it’s ready. what hasn’t found form only release (this last one is intriguing)?
holding and compressing simultaneously is itself a trigger for the transcendent function?
it’s conscious psychic contradiction on a meta-level.
this whole post is itself conscious confrontation of MAJOR opposites.
I’m compressing but i’m not collapsing it. i’m holding long enough to find out what I already know but can`t yet be said / sensed.